Hate it or Love it
Growing up I was amused, my mom was a candy girl, and there I was witnessing a third world.
Daddy was around but then he left, probably doing my step mom up in a pent.
I still wanna live good so now I gotta think, the worlds my playground but I’m a little out of sync. Running around at 16 getting off Tony’s packs…
Refused the hoop-d, graduated high school and got the Ac.
I got kicked out, but she forgot the credit card, needed to shower but with no clothes it was kinda hard. Went to the mall walked by the sales rack, saw the Sherling coat so now I am back and in tack.
Life was good for a lil bit but hard paying rent- at 17.
Hard my boyfriend was locked up- no one to intervene. (But it’s ok)
Saw the Prelude so I scooped it.
Cause I don’t play what I want I is what I get.
But woke up one day niggas done stole my rims.
It was all good cause I assumed it was one of them.
Called Geico so now I am sitting on chrome.
I love the fucking ghetto it’s like my second home.
I never run away but needed a way out, constantly stuck that’s whats this about.
31 back in my Dad’s home, like a soul doomed here left to roam.
I’d run away from this bitch and never come back if I could, but need a degree so I wish that they would.
Leave it or love it the underdog is kicked down.
Can’t even cry all I could do is frown. ;o(
Wanna go back to my home town, but all the fuckers wanna do is play around.
Need a foundation so I can fly – but they’re even fucking me on the Saturn Sky.
All I could do is look up and ask why? But know it’s in his hands so I sit here and sigh.
Hearing his songs I’m like hmm, sounds a lot like me… only he got it differently.
But he’s got like a hundred mil, and I ain’t got nothing still!
So I write and I send, but they ignore me and the rules they like to bend.
I used to be his favorite chick, but now he got one sucking his dick.
This whole shit makes me sick, like don’t tell me I was better off playing Rick. (theres no way, cause that’s my favorite homey)
What did I do wrong cause I did it all following my ten, and I saw the light guide me through sin.
All I wanted is a normal life of my own, I’m not looking to sit on a thrown.
It’s like high society snubbed me, but it’s ok I play like a pedigree.
If I had my wish my mom would be back on top and all this stupid shit would just stop.