And I'll walk through the shadow of death...
Heaven sent an escort like waving a check.
I guess, I digress to not know what comes next
Betcha it'll be a test....
Feel that chill on your neck?
Hits you hard Like a Boeing... But fast as a jet...
The flashes of hexed and vex turn dumb from regrets like sex...
Temptation like a drug and it won't let you rest.
Cramped in ur mind like you forgot how to stretch.
I'm looking to be one of the best...
With people all around me blocking the "Haters off my dick."
I Remember the day i set the gat down...
I Remember the day i left the trap house...
I Remember every pain like a blade in my back now........
I Remember walking in the rain just to wash away the black Clouds.
Hoping for change, Chasing paper till i passed out...
Seeing money everywhere, Living in Cash town...
Hoes got nothing from me.
"Trust Nobody..."
But i just Rap now...
I see you, but you see through me....
Usually, I'm spiritually moving who we used to be.
Morals fueling dreams to this new foolery...
Using these people like jewelry....
I love this game and surely each morning you sort of believe...
Like ya depressed go head be stressed.... You're enjoying it, ...It seems..
They hate reality... So they wait practically an Eternity
I think its much more of a nightmare compared to a dream...
".............................When i sleep.........................."
".............I have no control over anything............."
".... Except waking up to a future that succeeds...."
.....I Remember the day i set the gat down...
I Remember the day i left the trap house...
I Remember every pain like a blade in my back now................
I Remember walking in the rain just to wash away the black Clouds.
Hoping for change chasing paper till i passed out...
Seeing money everywhere, Living in Cash town...
Hoes get nothing from me,
"Trust Nobody..."
But i just Rap now...
What I'm saying is this world is twisted...
Every corner, could call the coroner get the Morgue admittance...
Because they need confirmation is this ur kid?
He was hungry, hunting something other than the life he lived...
...Wether it was "Clips or Drips, Acid Mixed in a Fifth...."
If they were his or his friends but he let you borrow some pants that fit....
Cuz you a youngster with a drugged-out mother...
And a gang banger like my locked-up brother....
But i Just Rap now
I Remember the day i set the gat down...
I Remember the day i left the trap house...
I Remember every pain like a blade in my back now................
I Remember walking in the rain just to wash away the black Clouds.
Hoping for change, But I was Chasing paper till i passed out...
Seeing money everywhere, Living in Cash town...
Hoes get nothing from me,
Trust nobody....
I just rap now......
9 Years Later