Letters Of Lonely
Dear Aaron,
I miss you man, I miss the times we shared.
Watching movies, chilling and writing together.
Now I’m all alone, you went and grew up on me.
Got yourself a girlfriend and a job now.
Your life has stopped its turns, now soaring straight.
That’s great bro, love the fact that you’re happy.
Wish you a great life in the future, don’t let her go.
Kayla is your heart man, without her; you’ll die.
Which would kill me to watch you cry.
And I don’t think you need me, you’ll do just fine.
But I might not last, I am all alone in a world.
Which is colder then the poems you and I have written.
You have left a hole inside of my immune system.
I am cold; Sweating the cold sweat.
This pain in my chest is great.
But it'll be fine,
I miss you man.
Sincerely, Jon Dagel
Dear Mike,
Fuck you dude, where were you this whole time?
Fucking some bitches in Illinois, that you don’t even know?
You forgot you had a son, his name was Jon Dagel.
It’s cool though, because I only hate you. Which may hurt you.
Or you just may not care. It really doesn’t matter to me.
Just let me just acknowledge rap battles, all the shit you’ve done.
Before I was even born! You went and beat my momma.
At birth, you called me a fucking mistake! You retarded drunk!
All you need to know.
When I call you this summer, answer the god damn phone!
So I can tell you, man to man. You are the mistake!
Sincerely, Jon Dagel
Dear Jon,
Sorry your life is falling apart bro.
But when god comes along, you got to grow up.
People may be leaving you, breaking your heart.
But their just following the path Jesus drew for them.
I know how hard it must be to believe this, to take it in.
But you affected their lives somehow. Between life stories like,
How you and Aaron almost got eaten my a crazy dog, walking to the skate park.
To, how your father abandoned you and could never get along with his own life.
Well I got to go dude, talk to you later.
Don’t do anything you may regret, stay strong.
Sincerely, Conscious
Note To Self:
You Are Not Alone.