A Disciple's Thread

**A Disciple** · December 6th, 2022, 11:11 PM

Nah like I want to read take my breathe away that I wrote to cause like thru the hour glass I saw him and when the mirror crashed I wrote him too… and all the ironics I wish I could remember what I wrote and said.

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That’s why I post here so I don’t lose shit like that

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Just very confused right now…

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Like with all they say about us individually vs how bad they gonna talk as a couple? Like I just want to make sure we are doing better then them. My high school town can be SO mean!!!!!

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Yo I should never have started smoking weed again… it’s addicting

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Yo I’m about to go check my car and that’s EXACTLY why I didn’t get into Mali cause I was at my boys house and he dropped it and EVERYBODY dropped to their knees to pick it up… I was just like whoa and no… I have addictive personality and I’m not scratching the carpet for shit!!! But technically if I’m a go check my car I am so maybe I need to put the weed down!

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Found one… LMFAO

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@Candy what you mean you had to write… and as far as my creeper? Like idk how I feel about all that still… my bf out now and more aware and like weird too… I’m praying he protect me! On the spirtual and tapping type shit cause idk who that is and I thought it was god but my god wouldn’t trick and abuse me

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Cause when I see you I feel like them and like I get very frustrated cause my body is MY temple… NOT THEIRS… like it’s why I grabbed my pen with 2 hands in class once YEARS ago… like we don’t get along for some reason

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Like the pic on my profile… notice the jump suit and shit like that

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I’m not texting people hype no more

**A Disciple** · December 6th, 2022, 11:42 PM

I’m going to bed and nah you can’t force me to have anything to do with them either

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Not my god not my problem… I can never respect or honor that

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How’d they get my body to even begin with?!??!?

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I’m glad he’s out… he said he good on defense but I need more!!!

**Candy** · December 7th, 2022, 01:08 AM

i was against dope queen in a battle on netcees..

**Candy** · December 9th, 2022, 02:52 AM

**A Disciple** · December 9th, 2022, 05:06 PM

I never heard first verse remake before but the second part I do and like I think the version I love which is my all time favorite IS called dead presidents 2

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Ok honest moment… in the ford rental singing to 2 on… like fuck it it’s me… then realizing the type of boyfriend I had and back tracking. My last string of salvation back to getting on my feet with ALLL resources tapped out. And I couldn’t do it… he was on dope. And he lied to the police and said I wrote a suicide note. The 3 bangs… like to me it feels like it was another ok it sucks to be good at something bad to maybe it’s just me and not me but not hustling. I did think about it when I got back up with Norwalk like ahhh to kick him out maybe try to help. But maybe that’s what…

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I’ll finish later…

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We were listening to FREEWAY and I went on a tangent

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The whole thing is like I’m on a MAJOR delay between my first impression to when it finally clicks

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He think I don’t like some of the things I did coming out the fog… it’s not so much that… I really did my best to answer to God it’s more like what was done to me and not knowing why or by who or even for what!

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We moved in and 3 weeks later like INSTANTLY I started to glitch out. I feel when you live with someone you see them quick

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I didn’t know he was on dope I thought he sold dope and it just clicked

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In the rental? I said to myself fuck love I like money. But now that I found love I realized maybe that’s why I did heard the 3 muffled bangs after I teleported to Norwalk from db in 2 seconds and the world was like a black and white and etc etc etc

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I’m so over being crazy for real… but that’s what happened or how I saw it and NOBODY can explain to me what happened