Never Surrender

Dropped him off at the office park but there were no cars there
Next thing I know I’m 5 towns away and it’s all grey and I’m lost in a cold stare
Heard 3 muffled bangs, but I thought the car ran out of gas
Left it in the middle of the road and walked a block home and started Mass
Watched him come home and pray and I just stood there and watched with nothing to say
You were supposed to be my man but you gave me away
What was that check for or did you do it free
We all on tapes now, and nothing could be more precious
Cause I ain’t like you bitches, I ain’t fucking selfish

“They say every dog has it’s day coming, it’s like you seen his ghost but he ain’t say nothing”
Finish out the verse by Scar face


Back in the day I’d jump off that rock into the water on a dare
Now I’m cracking up to the ending of that song beware
Family is my god and it’s scary to think I might’ve been confirmed already a mother
You wanna talk about Hail Mary but that’s engraved on the tombstone of my brother
And there always is another
At first I would’ve preferred to die, now I want to live and I don’t even know why
Walking the rules of a game we obey, I’ll never forget when that cop turned his monitor to show me
And it wasn’t that you was on their side all along, it was we grew up together, thought I knew you strong
But you raised me thorough, probably one of the only ones to jump in and get out
Cause a record make you bleed for life, you learned that the hard way no doubt

“Shit don’t always happen as you plan it get jammed up you really find out who your fam is”
Let Jada finish the verse finish


I always flash back to that night, when Chris died and I saw it all in site…
Ran passed the guns and got out the house, now I know it’s cause it was my side shooting, how you think I’m thinking now?
Loyalty is everything and something I never had
To find out it’s all crooked and I’m just good at being bad
My homegirl, we used to bounce around the metal detectors in puffy’s at the club
Now I wouldn’t doubt she set me up to be raped and probably for less than a dub
Then this one…
Thought you was my boy but you slept me for a couple of pics
Just because I told you NO and that’s where that knife sticks
You threw it up in my face then wanna act like it didn’t mean nothing
Now we on opposite sides dawg… man I ain’t fronting

“On my dick nickel, I thought that’s what your bitch for”

I hear it in the their voice and flow... the first paragraph scarface and the last 2 jada. And I'd hate to think that the greats that got me thru it all hate me now... or do they even know? Cause ever since I was a child most always had "my" verse.

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It be a cool teaming project to post a song and write how we all relate to it so we can get to know one each other on a more personal level. I forgot what my crew was (maybe infected pens) but I just wish the site wasn't so dead - it was SO live

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Actually hear meek in the middle and jada at the end

Link one: http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...407-Dear-Notes

Similar to Lent and Easter I suppose. It sounds crazy but I learned so much of my own religion (Roman catholic) while reading the Quran. What is amazing about the Quran is it comes to life when reading. It’s hard to know and believe in 2 Gods.

Not to diss but I usually write back better then this and I don’t remember Bolding my font either… why you all be fucking with me and my shit though?

Will read SOMMME or alll *of the reeecent ones l8er...
This one later skimmed eyeequick test on the pinterest...got pic interest from interet addicted kids w/ challenging histories
like this1...kidz.uhh...(nomystery)....
wizrdry on the calendar culendar inquistive busy-bodys catching bodies and dying slowly on his own controlling upping postings with fake timings dis bitch iz fuckin w me....has to be...neither of us?can be free, until slow the dielt of blogging unquietly, ritoing against the miss-spelled terrible system; never editiing.
[spree may've (already given me modpowers in a certain section]
anyway goodnigtht trited clean (no mentions)
one more instrumental...

(x)(ex)
U SAID NEVER SURRENDER>>>
DECIPLE U SAIED IT

never surrender
burying embers before fire burns out on a 1010 am edit.
The ending.
No question.
Tomorro is the rest(up)in)*@the reststop. ur next stop in the daytime.
Its playtime but its already over. I'm already sober and starting coffe for tomorrow.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-5qqrMu_AZc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDgLOd5L8As

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I can rest by sunday,,,sry i cuss so much (b1ttc
we out..name drops out my mouth *(only these blogggers w./ there emotons out (like me..projecting)of course more.