To tech 9's suicide letters(the real tech n9ne)
I know just how you feel, i feel the same everyday.
It feels like the little grasp on life i have is slowly slipping away.
My determination strays, ive had it up to here with bad days.
I feel like geust staring on a childrens show an putting a pistal in my mouth sideways.
Just to show the pain and frustration thats going on in the world always.
Even on the brightest day the darkest day hides behind closed doors, with a newse as a ready rope.
For those who have seen to much and instead of life rather choke, i try an cope, and as hard as it is i have to beleave in hope.
Cause i already hung myself and didnt choke,
this is a peice i wrote, to Tech 9.
One day when i wasnt feelin fine, one of those days when times no friend of mine.
How am i supposed to unwind, in a world thats already unraveled.
I JUST WANNA DIE, but its not time for that road to be travled.